board shitless

working my a$$ off for all of dceembre and november. getting paid, but not surfing. Been snowboarding a bit at Hemel. Pricey but fun and i seem to be taking too it and knee holding up well. Its just everythign else that hurts, i think ive strained every muscle, and bruised my tailbone...4 hrs in. Im rating it easier than surfing, and more fun than skating. Doesnt quite have the magic of surfing though.

anyways, hard not to feel pretty dead at this time of year. Not my choice but I just want this time of year to be over. Hate the cold, christmas bums me out (didnt use to). and if anything causes a violent reaction its gonna be some **** on the tube trying to push me.fucking rats.

been listening to all kinds of shit, Tom waits, h2o, black flag, jimi hendrix, bruce springsteen, new bedouin soundclash album seems pretty weak, what else fu manchu, creedence...gaslight. reading get in the van by Rollins, pretty cool journal.

anyways...i guess morocco in jan - gonna need that and some kinda snowboard trip to switzerland, lookiong forwards to getting a proper ride!